life is like a spinning coin

bismillah..

last week was the graduation for St Andrews Uni. 3rd year medics. I should've been up there in Scotland with Chin Yit Soo and Nadia Kamil, graduating from the-soon-to-be alma mater, leaving behind great memories and fun times with the keen peeps of Fife county.

I have no regret for not being there with them.

Life is like a wheel. there's time when you're at the top and there's time when you'll be down there, at the bottom, sinking in the mud or pothole. That's the common conception about life as it is.

Not me.

I think life is like a tossed coin. or spun coin or top. WHY. We need something that drive us day-to-day, second-to-second, something worthwhile pursuing and we see it rewarding, promising utter bliss and satisfaction. Just like a coin or top imparted with force to make them spin the way they are, that's also how our life is governed.

I always have this naturally, build in laziness, or constant apathy towards many things that pique people's interest in general (the very things that i feel unnecessary to be fussed about).

Maybe because I do not care to risk the comfort of staying unmoved. The fear of facing dificulty as result of something that I do.

So, verily, with every difficulty, there is relief.

Verily, with every difficulty there is relief.

(Al-Insyirah:5-6)

I want to make my life a worthy one, one that please Allah and follow the way of the prophets.

p/s: at this point i'm already too lazy to elaborate more. sigh.