walking proud at the beach, not so (dah macam yoda pulak).

seriously, right now, all the fuse-boxes in my brain are toast with most wires meltdown, some loose screws here and there up here (pointing index finger to my head). oh dear me. it feels horrendous, and i definitely do not fancy such feeling. all i can do to rid myself of such feeling is to hum ##somewhere beyond the sea. somewhere that i can't see..# well..tell you what? i'm totally screwed this time around and i'm utterly oblivious of what's coming to hit me hard ( this is in no way calm before the storm ). Katrina? Isabel? Nina? come typhoon, come hell or high water i'll break through this! (i'm not so sure about the 'hell' part though, i fear it..nauzubillah)

with all senses, wake up dear ME! not suppose to blog at this crucial moment la wei...wanna flunk meh? woohoho..no way. nauzubillahi min zalik!

i pray to Allah for His help in any form. let me live if living is better for me, let me die in struggle in His path if its better for me and He wills it.