i feel very soothed after passing water in toilet

tak caye? lantak la...

not that i care much.

you know, when you're relaxed, your mind went into a state of dynamic thinking. more likely to generate brilliant ideas, plans, or new convictions.

in normal days, you would just spurn any idea that doesn't come to your liking.

yes. just now, in the toilet, i was thinking. there are times when, i feel awkward using toilet bowl to pee. in other words, avoiding the use of open piss pot on the wall.

a feeling of inferiority.

a feel of shame.

heck!?

i should be PROUD!!!!!

being a muslim, i kept my 'aurah'. used tissue to clean myself.

NOT just zip off my 'thing' straight away after passing urine. bluekkk...