Ask yourself my dear

[Qasidah Budah Shareef By Talib Al Habib The Miraj]

'' ..It's a good thing to actually question yourself, there's nothing wrong about questioning yourself..'''

-BonsaiSky, Youtube-

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I got to library, found a good spot and stationed myself in a flash. Ah..power plug, comfy chair and silent zone. What more can I ask for such accommodating atmosphere to study or pores over some scientific papers. Well..

30 seconds passed.

5 minutes passed.

An hour passed.

*Chuckles.* I was busy on youtube again, and time flies like supersonic concorde, very quick, just a snap.

Astaghfirullah. Astaghfirullah. Astaghfirullah.

I'v learned from my mistakes. Every time I end up streaming youtube for countless hours, I'll post one of the videos and reflect upon it and upon my own action. Or maybe i'll make wudhu' and pray sunnah, read the Quran and get back on track, reading textbooks or attend my unfinished assignment.

Pray for me. I wanna be a better muslim!

Rasulullah s.a.w pernah di tanya:

Ya Rasulullah, siapakah yang paling keras mendapatkan ujian? Baginda menjawab: Para Nabi dan pengikut-pengikutnya. Seseorang itu akan diuji sesuai dengan kadar agama, jika kadar beragamanya kuat maka ujiannya semakin keras. Jika kadar beragamanya lemah maka dia diuji sesuai dengan kadar agamanya. Seorang hamba akan sentiasa diuji sampai dia akan dibiarkan berjalan di muka bumi tanpa membawa dosa kesalahan.

– Hadis riwayat Imam al-Tirmidzi (no: 2322)

Hasbi Allah.